ANR it is a journey not a kink.

 I realized that I repeated a photo, so here is a new one.  Remember "Baby it is cold outside!" Better keep warm!

 In the short time I have been blogging on the subject of ANR and ABS the subject of shame keeps coming up. "oh if I told my vanilla friends I was into ABS I would be greeted by silence." a friend from Europe told me.  It bothered him that he was unable to share his love for something so important to him. Now I would't pull my breast out and nurse my partner in front of my niece and nephews, still I am not ashamed of this part of my sexuality and relationship. Robin Williams once said that when "the breast fairy" arrived during his wife's first pregnancy he naturally was interested in the changes.  His wife answered "No these are for the baby" This was in an old comedy sketch and may not even have happened bur it speaks to the point that many believe that breasts are for babies. Last week I organized the first ANR meet up in Chicago, when I started the meeting I was asked if ANR was a kink all I could say was "some feel it is, however what cou...

 I have been neglecting this blog for good reason, not that any excuse is acceptable.  But this lady has been sick, I am better and will have plenty to talk about tomorrow. Last week I hosted the first ANR gathering in Chicago, I was a bit wobbly but got the job done.  Several issues came up I quickly learned of the issues of drug shortages are having with the trans women.  This information was not gathered by me but by Mistress of all things ANR "Forever Queen" It is published with her permission and I hope it helps.  More tomorrow. "Domperidone Resources - 2021 SO FAR WE DON'T HAVE ANY RELIABLE RESOURCES TO SHIP TO CANADA :( As with any medication, our vendors expect us to have taken professional and appropriate medical advice before using their services. I am not a licensed pharmacist, so I do not give out dosing advice. I can only tell you what works for me. No matter which resource you use, indicate in the comments section that you are a Fetlife member. I h...

 Since this is a blog regarding my journey I will write about the layers of feelings both physical and emotional that happen at least to me when nursing. First there is watching for the singular look in the eye of a potential or established partner, admiring your erect nipples, most likely in your braless state. Then there is the moment of that innocent bush against your nipple.  Possibly a whisper in your ear regarding the obvious mutual need to nurse /suckle, the being lead over to the place of nursing and the opening of clothing. Always a gasp as nipples are exposed and admired.  Then the hand supporting your breast and the latch on to the nipple and aureola, both disappear into his eager mouth and the suckling begins. This is where the true magic starts for me the latch feels good, really good, but then after feeling the gentle suckle and tug for a few minutes something happens.  I can't describe it yet but besides a difference in physical sensation the true urge...

 I have to admit it, as someone who has blogged for years I have been quiet for a few days.  I have been down with foot surgery and my first cold in years. So apology is over and I will write today.

 Anyone can see how my breasts looked before nursing, nipples a light pink fairly flat and aureoles slightly textured and a light pink. Things are a changing! Please understand that I am dry nursing and no milk is being produced but some things are definitely different. My nipples are now always hard and a lovely dark rose pink, that is just the start, my aureoles are starting to "rise" above breast tissue.  Sort of a stage for the nipples to stand on.  However what surprises me the most is the conical shape my nipples and aureoles have when Robert unlatches. This fairly quickly disappears as he latches on to the other nipple. Obviously, I need to do some research on this, all I know is my nipples have never looked better.